MentallyUnfixed

2009-10-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

got what i wanted, very happy:D
told you i was easily satisfied!
ok neeways, goodbye blogger.
im moving t...

ta-da! i did this pic myself k, thats why all slanted.

donte anyhow take take all uh:D

it may be private, let's see if i can figure it out first.

i'll try t figure out how t add you in if its private.

anddddddd, i will be keeping this space so in case lj gets on my nerves, i will come back:D

ok, so long blogger! byebye!

2009-10-05T06:41:00.001-07:00

fucking piece of shit!
mother fucker fucker fucker fucker fuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfucker

2009-10-03T02:58:00.000-07:00

In Loving Memory Of Sunday.

Sunday is a yellow canary who is my family bird.

and he loves apples, i guess.

as he was gasping for breath, his claws were frantically trying t grab onto something for strength and support.

he was salivating like when a human has fits, th foam will just flow out right.

that was how his saliva kept coming out.

he kept trying t sing out like he normally would do but he was just too sick t even make a chirp.

as i hold him in my hand, it was as tho he was trying t tell me smth.

he tried flying several times but he failed.

he was so weak that he was in th air a few seconds and th next second he was on th floor.

he tried and tried.

it just reminded me of how my grandpa held on until it was my birthday before he finally gave in.

i said, go if you must to sunday.

he looked at me th first time like he really understood it but he still hung on.

it brings such pain t witness a death but also, its an honourable thing t do because i was th one with him until his last heartbeat.

during th final period, Sunday was struggling real hard t stay alive, but no matter what, it was of no use.

so i kept calling his name softly next t him and everytime he heard his name being called, he would respond by moving slightly or flapping his wings.

he was fighting non-stop until he couldnt hold it no longer.

his heart pounded so hardly, i could see it.

it was beating like how a normal human heart would beat right after running 5km.

a small bird like him had t go through such torture, it must have really been hard on him.

really hard.

seeing him being so tired, i stopped calling him and as he hobbled weakly, i just stood there looking at him. and suddenly, he just fliped and died.

his body was no longer moving t th erratic rythm of his heartbeat and his beak went pale.

as i picked him up gently, i could feel my tears at my eyelids.

tho im not really close t him but idk why but this gush of sadness filled me as i looked at him...

R.I.P Most Beloved Sunday.

♥

2009-10-02T07:36:00.000-07:00

new watch.

worth two billionzxzx.

2009-10-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

& i wanted to...
-text you after sch, but you beat me t it because i ended late!!
-tell you i smelt you during maths class, i know its siao.
but i still did. haha. and i guess i can't tell u now, cos you're mad @ me. so you can read it here.

i just had dinner and i feel like vomitting now.
im so fxxxg tired.
goodnight, sweet dreams world.

2009-09-29T06:44:00.000-07:00

L-O-V-E'S JUST ANOTHER WORD I NEVER LEARNED TO PRONOUNCE

today, i studied and i bit my thumb on th train.

i was on a mental verge that i bit it really hard.

so hard, it has a mark now and it hurts like shit now.

and my hair is ultra tangled.

i din even comb or brush my hair today and from today onwards,

i will stop brushing or combing it

cos it really hurts whenever i try t untangle th bastards.

and i get massive hair loss:(

everything is pain for me today.

2009-09-28T01:22:00.000-07:00

BATTERIES!

something stupid that only you know if you've realised.

tmr, im going t rlly mug and i wont slap or shoot anything, anyone.

i shot my face today and realised it was damn pain.

so im so sorry for shooting.

hahaha

ok, im eating cuttlefish with sugar neow:D
meow.

2009-09-27T06:19:00.000-07:00

i got drowned in a pool of perspiration yest and tonight, i got dipped into a sea of embarrassment.

i can't believe i just said so!!!!!!

Grad Dayyyyyyy

2009-09-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

i knew her since pri sch, but this is th 1st foto we took.

why you so damn gorgeous!?!?! wlao ehhh, i want t be her luh!

she was standing! i was SITTING.

her birthday today! happy sweet 16 felisa!

hahaha. look at th bunnnny girl!

i donte want t let go of her foreverrrrr and ever and ever!:(

pretttttty girl.

im eyeing at her nikon!! i want luh! but nobody buy for me!:(

ilina damn hot here. like stylo milo only.

she rejected me once know!

i had t ask her twice before she agreed t take a pic with me!

she best right!

yay! th four of us:D (C x 2)+(A x 2)

i was partial sitting k! im not short uh!

very pretty right right right. but my smile is like shit-.-

hahaha! this pic uh, must link with th top one. you see us in full potrait in two sections.

credits t sam, she said 1,2,3 and press th button, but at th same time lowered th cam.

then we were like, ?!?!:D

she is damn friggen friggen friggen hot x 100! like celebrity eh!

my db!:D

my eng teacher:D she made me angry luh at first. but nvm lah, hahaha.

she always burp until damn loudly ehh!

th left one very chiou buzxzxzx

shes very happy t take pic with me, see her face!:D

im in love with this peeeeekture cos of th colour.

but my face just ruined this!-.- idk why, i look so chubby!! tsk.

credits t peanut:D

she very pretty ok!!

my ex buddy:D

she came for me:D

i love boey, boey love me more!

cam same position, but we diff pose. so not so bad.

she look like th america's next top model, th one with th headband like hers.

pretty only luh.

i look like giant!:(

this one another one, two pics, same pose!

there are four pics, all almost same pose!!!

they damn preeeeeeety! i look so... standing beside them.

yah, she eatg curry puff, then nv offer me aye!

love this pic!! cos of her hot pink clutch and my sequin cardi. like cool!

this pic v cool, cos i edit luh! haha, th girl beside me inside th pic also very hot.

her dress damn nice ehhhhhhh! i want!

aye! ame's fault. shakyyyyy. but th top one is good(:

this ame uh, very pretty luh! she got center parting! can see!? but still damn pretty lah!

joni's hair so nice right!

again, glady's! ur fat ass, ur fault eh.

this one also, damn cute one.

SHAKY, glady's is urs right!

this bunny girl friggen cute kayzx! wlao, stooopid, so cute for what!

they look damn cute eh!

shaky hands, whose uh!?

overexposed

everybody was so bloody pretty kayzx.

my feet hurts! real badly!! even without shoes. i cant even flex and point my feet. see what high heels does t your feets! but no pain, no gain right. i know-.- at least i am ultra tall today:D damn happy, because yahhh. shant write it here because yahhh. i think my ankle is slightly sprained from this morn @ th traffic light. omgzx lah. my two feet are screamg for help like HELL-P. but enjoyed myself today and i love th world! without you guys, i couldnt have taken th peektures and i couldnt have made it home. THANKS!

thanks for th box of ribena sweet too.

peeeektures: all edited.

i look like shit in most of them. i donte know wtf is wrong with my mouth. my smile is sooo .... yah, u know. look so shit. hahaha.

wlaoooo, i look fuglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy in all th pics!-.-

2009-09-23T01:31:00.000-07:00

this is a token of an apology that belonged t 2 girls whose friendship was strained and bad.
but now, i hope it would change.

you would sometimes flash in my head at night and there was this time where you lent me $2 in sec three. i donte know if you could still rmb, but yeap, i do. i was touched that you agreed t lend it t me so readily even when we donte know each other very well.
we've been wasting time fightg over stupid things and i hope we can set that aside and start being friends agn. true friends because theres no point in being "friends" or frenemies if you would call that. aft today's deportment, it made me realise that life is very fragile. i rlly wanted t hug you when i passed you th card, but i couldn't bring myself t. i was on th verge of cryg and i think cryg is a weakness. yeap. i donte know why too, but when i received this card from you, i was so touched and i rlly wish we could all just be friends and yah. thats about it i think, just wanna let you know, im sorry for all th horrible things i wrote and that we would let bygones pass and move on tgt as friends(:
thank you and im sorry too.

2009-09-21T01:25:00.000-07:00

oooo la la!~ went t flea @ dempsey yest and bought a black sunnie with flora print. spells pppperrity, pretty! walked home t holland form dempsey kay! know how long th journey not! omg lah, somemore we walked th long cut! spell stoooopid. haha. so rightttt, yest my room was filled with 4 human beings inclusive of me and th room was filled with snores!! my room was like a camping base and th best thing was, i was slping so soundly when i heard damn loud snores, woke me up and i went nuts! it was 4.03am and i couldnt get back t slp. hahaha, i was in a fit i tell u. i was just poundg on my bed. hahaha, when i tried t investigate who did it, they were just pointg fingers @ each other. hahaha. now i got headache thanks t th snores and lack of slp. ok, till here, muah out!

anw, my schedule is so bloody tight for th weeeeeeek - i've got lazy worms in me! hee

heres a song for th one who stole my heart and ran so far...

2009-09-18T03:35:00.000-07:00

Would like t wish all my malay friends and readers a SELAMAT HARI RAYA!:D

ok, th above logos stand for th people and company i want t thank!!

OMGZX! IM SO ULTRA ULTRA HAPPY AND BLOODY HIGH! HAHAHAHA! i was having tuition and then cos i took part in th bk contest on 98.7, ok nvm, very long story kay! just get t th point, 98.7'S DJS SHAN AND ROZZ CALLED ME BECAUSE I GOT CHOSEN FOR DOLLAR FOR A FRIEND CONTEST!!! HAHAHAHA! OMGZX! AND I WAS LIKE HYPERVENTALATING AND MY TUTOR WAS LOOKG AT ME LIKE I WAS SOME KIND OF FREAK COS I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AND SAYG TH MILLION OMGZX ON RADIO! RA-DEE-OHHH! HAHAHA, FUCKG HIGH K!! CAN'T BELIEVE IT! AND I PINCHED MYSELF AFT I ENDED TH CALL, I HOPE THIS ISN'T A DREAM! I WAS SHIVERING MAD!! OMGZX!! IM HAHAHA! MY HEART CAN JUST POP OUT FROM MY MOUTH! PLUS TODAY'S TH LAST DAY THAT THIS CONTEST THING IS GOING T END, SO HAHAHA! AND I SENT THIS EMAILS FOR FUN, LEAST EXPECT ME T WIN IT. OKOKOK, LET'S POST WHAT I WROTE T THEM HERE:

"You will flip for SPICY BK CHICK’N CRISP™ at just $2.45!

Why 98.7 is so super cool?

98.7, my 7th heaven.
I can't get enough of you guys,
twenty-four 7!

Dan and Young wakes me up at 6am for my breakfast!
A high-5 is a must when I tune in to The V Spot with Ms Vandetta whenever I get the her maths sums correct!
Then we have the famous and handsome Ryan Seacrest from Hollywood to add sugar, spice and everything nice till 4!
Up next will be Shan and Rozz, the coolest djs in the house. I can't wait to join them so it will be a group of 3!
The 2nd last, would be Muttons To Midnight! The pair who turns my frown into a smile.
Lastly, the 1 and only Desiree Lai on Late Night Delight.
The 1 who has a sweet sweet voice that can bring you to your sweet sweet dreams.

7,6,5,4,3,2,1...this is why 98.7 rocks my socks! :D"

2009-09-17T02:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!:D I LOVE YOU ULTRA ULTRA ULTRA MUCH!

today is grandma's birthday but im not at all happy because i can't celebrate with her:( my parents and my uncle and his bloody wife all so childishhh! fucking hell-.- all add up also can reach 100 years old alr, still so childish. wth-.-

when i was young, when i got angry with their behaviour, i would always think if one day i could tie them all up on a chair each and then cane them like how i got caned last time. hahaha, just gives me thrills thinking of it. and scold them uh. and make them shake hands like those pri kidzx and if any of them misbehave agn, i will beat them. so cool sia!! hahaha!

i donte know if its yes or no.

i donte know if its true or false.

i donte know if its up or down.

i donte know if its left or right.

i donte know if its black or white.

i just donte know!! !! !! !! !!

2009-09-16T04:41:00.000-07:00

for my fated, afiqah!:D

sry, i could only get online today.

her birthday on 15th uh.

ok, soooooooo, i h8 my life, like rlly alot.

except for th times that im laughing.

apart from that, i can go and die.

as i wish, i can only be envious of others.

whatever i asked for, no. no. no.

sighhh.

and donte force me t do anything, i hate it kayzx!:/

cos it always end up me not doing it at all.

im SIXTEEN, also not six.

and today, i thought of you.

idk why too.

so i listened t th songs...

today's post no bad f words.

how cool.

haha

2009-09-12T20:26:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥

Finaleeeeee my comp can go on internet~ goodness gracious.

sun - thats today.

went t church and someone fainted right in front of me and she was like having seizures but nothing came out from her mouth and she rested for a while and she woke up.

i was plucking my fingernails k! and my mum was like hhhhhh!:O then i was like O.O

i tell you.....my heart almost came out of my mouth. luckily ppl came and help.

sat

went t serangoon with my dadddddddd and i played with th parrots:D they so friendly, said hi and kp shaking hands with me. but they kept biting my watch, like food only. one big bowl of food there, they donte want, want my watch. sooooo they are damn cute lah! but also damn ex. my gaaawd. one is like 6500 bucks?! use my backside buy uh. soooo, yeap, i practically spent my whole afternn with th parrtos:D and i was all happy until my dad went t buy th fish food and th stupid lady in th shop gave him 3 worms. my face went from :D to >:/ i was damn turned off by th worms lah, disgusting!

i was like : eeeeeee!!!!!! ehhhh!!

my dad : free one lah. th auntie give.

me : roll eyes, what th fuck?! and >:/

hahaha, i know lame uh. but still! disgusting what! friggen gross.

2009-09-10T20:30:00.000-07:00

you're calling me more than ever now that we're done.
i said im not coming back.

out with (A x 2) + C laterrr.
raining neeeeow. how now brown cow.
i cant walk out-.- nobody drive me out.
phurcking furcking pharc fark

2009-09-09T08:48:00.000-07:00

"But you're not ok, tellin' me you miss my face
I remember when you would say you hate my ways.

Game Over. You Lose.

Why you actin' Silly Boy."

2009-09-07T18:32:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE SUCH BIG FAT BITCHES!!
OMGZX! THEY HAVE GOBBLED UP MY BRAIN CELLS AND ARE STILL GOBBLING MY CELLS!

ANWS, SOME PHRASES THROUGH MY CONFUSED BRAIN.
they are not related tho.

"ESCAPE IN TH WILDERNESS."

"NOW ITS JUST ME AND BOOKS."

"I DONTE RLLY CARE."

"FEEL BAD BUT NOT BAD ENOUGH T MAKE ME DIE FOR IT."

"I HAVE BRAIN CORRUPTION BUT I WILL STILL CARRY ON."

"IM SCARED :S I DONTE WANT T STAY BACK OR GO T ..."

AND JUST A NOTE, I WASNT BEING SACARSTIC IN TH POST BELOW TH BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT.

2009-09-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET 16 GIRLFRIEND LOTTE!!
IM SRY!
N I LOVE YOU X100!!

2009-08-31T07:22:00.001-07:00

i used t get so high on sugar whenever we talked.

lies? excuses? i feel so gulible already. haha. cos you sound so exaggerating. but i used t believe every single shit you say, but now
dots dots dots maybe because i've become less dependent. no no, i should say, i've become independent and yeah. probably thats th only reason why we havent been talking at all. sometimes you flash in my head, but i donte rlly want t break th silence. maybe th best option is t drift apart. no i should say, it all lies within me.
and maybe a little of you? idk when this silence will end. maybe it will nv end. /:

i love checkered and plaits and you like it too.
idk about now because its been centuries since we fucking talk.

just a side note, this "you" isn't anyone from my class. so yes, donte thickskin uh.
hokkie(haha + okie = hokkie) i just donte want any misunderstandingzxzx. so yeap.

i had a short but ultra ultra tiring day!! but i got myself an apple pie from macs from esther[:

2009-08-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

Had a fab breakfast at riders cafe with my family:D
why its called riders cafe? cos its near th singapore horse training stable.
yup anw, my dad bought a new pet home!!
its yellow and grey-ish black in colour!
yeap! its a birdie bird! its name is sunday!
i donte normally like birds, but sunday is quite cute tho.
so yes, im so excited! because theres a new addition t our family!(:

anw my gawwwd!!
watched snakes on a plane on channel 5 and grrrh.
so bloody traumatising!! i h8 snakes since i was a kid and this show just made me h8 them even moreeee!! theres this scene where this selfish man threw th small little dog t th snake because th snake is approaching him. holy crap! i was like :O!?!?!!!!!!!!!!
and im so scared t sleep neow neow neow.
i scared got snake:s and tmr got friggen school.

I want watch coco before chanel!!

2009-08-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

if i'm a bad person, you don't like me
i guess i'll go, make my own way
it's a circle a mean cycle
i can't excite you anymore
where's your gavel? your jury?
what's my offense this time?
you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life.

2009-08-27T06:57:00.000-07:00

I can see you stalking like a predator,
I’ve been here before.
Temptation calls like Adam to the apple,
But I will not be caught.
Cause I can read those velvet eyes,
And all I see is lies.
No more poison killing my emotion,
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy oh.
Stop stop praying cause im not not playing,
I’m not frozen.
Dancing is my remedy remedy oh.
Move while you’re watching me
Dance with the enemy

Little bootie boot.

2009-08-26T04:59:00.000-07:00

Its like______ err...
hahahahahaha!
ok nvm. i'll leave it(: yes.
chloe, just study. yes, study.
study study study. ignore and
hear only th good things...gold 90fm.
hahaha. yes, i'll only pick up good habits and stay away from nagative vibes that will make me upset and distracted because me so cool.
HAHAHAHA. yeah! so I'm just going t laugh it off:D

2009-08-25T06:32:00.000-07:00

fuck-.-
i studied.
not even half an hour and I gotta shut off.
SPOILER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its not like i slacked the whole day!?
_o_o

2009-08-24T06:58:00.000-07:00

STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!
STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!
STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!
STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!
STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!
STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!
STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!
STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!
STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!
STUDY CHLOE! STUDY PHOEBE! STUDY ASHER! STUDY CHOO!

2009-08-24T06:41:00.001-07:00

addicted t hotel room service song.

"HOTEL MOTEL HOLIDAY INN"

haha! carry on reading! it's bimbo poem by lionel.

"Oh.. my gosh,
I think i need a manicure.
The sun... i swear
is bleaching out my golden hair.
21,34
i don even know the score
i dont know, i don care
i just wanna do my hair!"

just made me laugh upside down.

thanks bitch. hahaha

2009-08-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

You made me want you oh so bad it hurt

But _____, in case you haven’t heard

I used to be love drunk

But now I’m hungover

I’ll love you forever

Forever is over

We used to kiss all night

Now it’s just a bar fight

So don’t call me crying

Say hello to goodbye

All the time I wasted on you

All the bullshit you put me through

Checking into rehab is everything that we had

Didn’t mean a thing to you

2009-08-18T21:54:00.000-07:00

yes, i have t laugh it off when Im so ridiculous.

and it was fun fun fun:D
with BOEY, AFIQAH, ELEPHANT:D

LET'S ALL PLAY SMALL KIDOS!
INNOCENCE IS BEST.

TMR HAVE SCH!!
SIANZX 101%!!

Can you get out pls.
I can carry on reading th lines on your life and feel so CRAZY
what th phurcccc?!?!
its more like !! than ?? for myself
IDK. haiyah whatever lah.

Im going t pee now.
muah out!

and you have made it harder.
i think i donte, but im not sure.
HA.HA.HA CHLOEEEE CHLOEEE.

OH, I FEEL LIKE BAKING:D
BAKING ON FRIDAE.....
haha

2009-08-17T19:13:00.000-07:00

town with clare theo gail :D

dental with lpp:D

so happppppy. cos of two reasonsssss:D

im talking t some humans alr, after so longggg.

and ooo, C12 is doing so well!:D

weeeehooo.

yeah, you want my radar.

okok, gotta rush now. im going t be so l8.

ok burbye humans!

2009-08-17T01:13:00.000-07:00

HEY HUMAN BEINGS! 20FOOLS HAVE JUST UPDATED!

PLEASE SUPPORT BECAUSE WE CREATED COLLECTION 13 TO HELP RAISE FUNDS FOR TH SOCIETY FOR THE PREVENTION OF CRUELTY TO ANIMALS, SPCA.

PLUS COLLECTION 12 IS ALL THATS IN TREND!!

THERES ONLY "YES!" T SHOPPING WHEN IT COMES T COOL AND QUIRKY CLOTHES!

LOVE,

CHOO

psst, please call 6287 5355 if you witness any animal abuse.

ITS A CRIME! BUT BEFORE YOU CALL, GET HOLD OF THAT ABUSER THEN CALL.

AND AFER GETTIGN HOLD OF THAT ABUSER, SCOLD HIM/HER/THEM FIRST.

LIKE SCOLD!! THEN LET TH SPCA PERSONNEL CATCH LAH(:

2009-08-16T03:07:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY PARENTS
I LOVE MY BROTHER
I LOVE MY GRANDPARENTS
I LOVE MY AUNTS
I LOVE MY UNCLES
I LOVE MY DOG
I LOVE MY COUSINS
I LOVE MY FRIENDS
I LOVE MYSELF

This is in no order of periority pls.

incase some of you get angry that friends is th second last.

NO PERIORITY(:

2009-08-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

When Im faced with th ugliness,
I wonder who I can rely on.

2009-08-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

For my beloved friends,

F.or you, I will.
R.ing me anytime and I'll be there.
I. love you more than a lover can love.
E.ternally, I promise.
N.obody but you.
D.onte want t ever say goodbye t you.
S.aving th last dance with you.

if you think you're my friend, then this is for you.
if you think otherwise or have doubts about me, this is def not for you.
so yes, its for my friends:D
th ones i love so much.

2009-08-02T04:15:00.000-07:00

I Donte Get It.
Wo Bu Ming Bai.
Aku Tak Faham.
??

"Speech is silver, silence is golden"
ok, I will apply it t myself.

Guilty or Innocent?

2009-08-02T03:20:00.000-07:00

Eh hello reader. Donte take this uh! (:

YEAH, I'M GUILTY OF CHANGING, SO?

Maybe its because of you, no?
Have you thought about that?
But why, of course, you wouldn't realise that.
Who could when they are flocked with friends?
If I were in your shoes, I wouldn't realise that too surely.
Cos another friend is just another _____ idk whats that word.
um, just another thing(?)
and Im one of th thing t you for sure. So whats friendship right.
I have NEVER and WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME.
even if you may cross my path, I'll never forget.
Probably nows just not th right time t repay you yet.
well, why not pretend that everything's fine when theres an option like that?
cos it may well be a better choice then fighting, no?

Yes, I know, Im NOT perfect.
Never dared or will claim that.
Cause yah, Im not what.
IM NOT PERFECT AND IM FULL OF FLAWS.
I know that.

2009-08-02T02:44:00.000-07:00

my db(:

went exercisinggg. muscle achinggg.
cooked fried rice for dinner for th whole family.
cool not cool not?! hahaha.
can't wait for my treat:D heh.
ok tiredzx for now.
zai jian le.

2009-08-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

today is a good day(:

because she was so nice t come and talk t me.
its was so unexpected, but owells, life is full of surprises!
and mine seems like a pleasant surprise! so thats good(:
ok, so excited for tmr:D
but right now, my laptop is driving me mad-.-
im planning t make my blog private because i donte like everyone reading it.
maybe only lah.
but invitations will be given(:
ok, till here.
Spell me G.O.O.D.B.Y.E and G.O.O.D.N.I.G.H.T!

2009-07-31T08:36:00.000-07:00

I need a slap, from anyone.
a real hard fucking slap.
I donte donte donte know what it going through my head sometimes
Im going crazy.
Donte have t comment on it, cos I donte need your comments.
tyvm.
just leave me alone and GET OUT OF HEAD!!

2009-07-31T08:09:00.000-07:00

I have 2 quotes today!(:

"After a storm, calls calm"
So glad th storm is finally O.V.E.R
Nows th R.A.I.N.B.O.W(:

"The world is made up of all sorts!"
Bear that in mind, spoilt brat.
The world is not revolving only around you.
Grow up.

post peektures another day(:
weehoo.
me out.
B.Y.E

cupcakes anyone?(:

2009-07-30T02:55:00.000-07:00

Cupcakes, baking cupcakes(:

xoxo

2009-07-29T05:17:00.000-07:00

Just almost cried
you know how much you mean t me too?
I think you know lah.
Just so so much. Words can't explain.
Luckily theres something called a rainbow.

So neeways, had a bowl of maggi mee with 2 crabsticks and a bowl of cheese macaroni with 1 more crabstick and a cup of tea with five and a half biscuit.
How's that shit.
I can forget about having dinner.
and Im eating like that either, because Im overjoyed(which is impossible at this point of time), too stressed, or too depressed or just over hungry.
yup, guess thats all.
Im out!

2009-07-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

SHES STILL NOT ONLINEEE.

Why am I waiting?

TWIST AND SHOUT!

psst, I CANNOT AND DONTE WANT T WAIT NO MORE FOR FRIDAY T COME,

CAN'T WAIT T SEE THEM ALL.

2009-07-28T03:19:00.000-07:00

She adds sarcasm in her laughter that seem so funny

The petite lady walking down th street with her little black petticoat, covered with white powder, wearing her big black shades with her curly hair tied up neatly, in white lace gloves, a black handbag and a pair of black boots, holding a black umbrella.

Looking so classy.

How nice.

In fact, its a funeral shes attending.

Twist and blinded.

Cynical.

2009-07-27T06:14:00.000-07:00

One after another.
Tired, Shagged and Stressed Out.
Ex-Oh Ex-Oh

The Dream So Hard To Forget

2009-07-24T00:49:00.000-07:00

Lets Play With Th Matchsticks And Lighter.

For when that happens, there will be sparks,

Fire Sparks.

Lets Pretend, Act, Lie and Betray.

For when that happens, there will be pain,

Excruciating Pain.

Pain from th dagger that stabbed me in my heart.

But nevertheless, I will always be there, to say a Thank You.

Yours sincerly, Chloe

2009-07-23T02:22:00.000-07:00

When we get mad,
It's when th thunder roar.
When it starts raining and there you are, standing under th rain, drenched
You can rely on me t share my umbrella with you.
For you, I will.

psst, Joshua Ang's mother has passed away.
I can just imagine how hard he has been crying and still is crying.
Just reminds me of th time grandpa passed away.
I feel so sorry for him. Like I only knew this today! how out of date am I.
Its like, I was crazy over him before and I only knew such a big thing happened t him only now.
what was I doing boyzx.
/Dissapointments/

2009-07-22T02:58:00.000-07:00

Carl, the awesome inventor!

Russell, the small scout boy!

Dunk, the cute talking dog!

Kevin, the big bird!

Official trailer for the movie "UP" -please watch(:

Carl is such a cool old man who comes up with awesome inventions and he interest me with his high intelligence and wittiness!

Russell is really cute and he is just so adorable! He interest me especially when he says they will never be lost with his navigator! that part is really funny! He interest me too when he plays with the bird, Kevin. He is such a funny and comical character!

With this two characters plus Dug and Kevin, this movie is an obvious 'Must-Watch!

“UP in Singapore Cinemas opening 7th August 2009”

2009-07-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

"I watched you walking by And you looked alone.
I hope that you won't mind
If I walk you home." -the beatles

tuition aaaagain l8.
sianzx wts man super big Tee.Ass.Kay
neeways, grandma just made green bean soup(:
and I just had a bowl of it. so blooday full now.
I've like problems controlling my mouth this week sia.
another Tee.Ass.Kay x 2
so right, my weekend is going t be so exciting and enthrilling(:
anticipating for it t come quickly!
tteeaaaassshhh.

2009-07-21T01:57:00.000-07:00

"And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?" Green Day

tired.laugh.does work.eat.tired.laugh.eat again.go home.tired.tution l8.
TIREDZXZzzzz
Sore throat:(
& still TIREDzzz

ok, (bee.why.ee x 2)

2009-07-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

NEH NEH!
HAHAHA, FUNNY MUCH!
had a fun fun time in th canteen with fated, faustine, monalisa and niz.
screamed like no one's business.
"Are you sure you're alone? look behind you."
HAHAHAHA! just thinking about it can give me creeps, but at th same time, Im laughing at our reaction.

and it was fun fun fun:D

2009-07-19T06:09:00.000-07:00

Zac got 6th in class for his running test, th nafa thing(:
kulios him!(:
anw, thanks again bb for all that long msges, tho I was rlly mad at first.
haha, but after talkg t u and aisah really made me feel so much happier(:
thank you thank you thank you very much.
so right, this bb uh, ask her say ok also just dontwant t say.
but anw, i wont need it.
so its ok! rofl
anw, Im so excited!!
excited about loads of things.
1. MY HAIR:D most excited about thatttt
2. MY ROOM, in my new house
3. LIFE AFT SEC SCH, when I can be a rebel for a period of my life, which will be a period of fun or regret, idk?
4. TATTOOS AND PIERCINGS, when I get inked and poked so as t say:D
5. BOYFRIEND, but he must be someone I will want t marry because Im intending t marry at 21!
6. MY MARRAIGE AT 21/22(: I wonder what gown I will wear and most importantly who I'll spend my life with preferably someone who wears hairbands(:
my past and current craze over boys who wear them and look so friken cute.
plus, he must not must not must not want kids and he must be a virgin(:
7. MY JOB, I want a cool job with a boss who will only give me bags loaded of cold-hard cash, no lah, check also can every month(:
8. MY BANK ACCOUNT, when its loaded with nothing but cash cash cash:D
9. MY HOUSE, when I customise and design a place called home and I will make sure my husband buys another house next t ours for our parents(:
10. MY OLD AGE WITH MY OLD MAN(: , when we will hold hands and walk on th soft sand in th beach and leave our foot prints on th damp sand. Let th sun shine radiantly on our wrinkled skin, let th cool waters wash our feets as we hear th wind swift past our ears. then we will finally sit on a bench share an ice cream cone where we will watch th sun set. and we will carry on walking, with our hands intertwined till we finish a journey called life together.

When my eyelash falls...(:

2009-07-19T01:15:00.000-07:00

FIRE.
HEY, YOU DON'T LIKE TH WAY I STARE AT YOU? IT TAKES TWO HANDS T CLAP
HOW WOULD YOU KNOW IM LOOKING AT YOU IF YOU DON'T LOOK AT ME?
SERIOUSLY, TH KILLER STARE IS SOMETHING BETWEEN MY FRIENDS AND I, WHY DO YOU EVEN WANT T COMMENT ON IT? IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY ABOUT ME WRITING THAT OR THAT IT REALLY HAS A NO "EFFECT" ON YOU, THEN GET ON WITH IT ?
PLUS, WHY ARE YOU READING MY BLOG IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME?
TRYING T SEE IF I BLOG ABOUT YOU?
FROM TODAY ON, I WON'T. SO DON'T YOU WORRY A FRIKEN BIT.
BUT IF YOU STILL WANT T READ. GO AHEAD. I CAN'T CONTROL YOU, SO O'ELLS.
WHATEVER YOU WANT T THINK, OR WRITE, OR SAY, OR WHATEVER YOU WANT T DO LAH, JUST GO AHEAD.
I DON'T CARE IF WE SEE EYE T EYE.
YOU KNOW, JUST GET ON WITH LIFE AND I'M GOING TO STOP WASTING TIME WRITING ABOUT YOU BEEEECAUSE IT'S STUPID.
BUT IF YOU WANT, JUST GO AHEAD AND POST ALL YOU LIKE ABOUT ME.

I WON'T WASTE THESE WORDS ABOUT A GIRL.

HELLO HELLO,
WENT SHOPPPING YESTERDAY AND BOUGHT FRIKEN ALOT OF THINGS.
BURNT A BIG BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET.
SO SAD!
NEEWAYS, IM SO EXCITED MANZXZXXXX.
BUT RIGHT, I HAVE HEADACHE.
AND IM HUNGRY.
AND IM DYING T GET ICE CREAM OR FROLICK.
ANYTHING THATS COLD WILL DO.
MY BODY'S ACHING TOOO.
BB! IS YOURS STILL ACHING?
IF IT IS, HAHA WE'RE TH DAMN COOL BBS!
HAHAHA.
OH MY GRANDMA JUST SAID MY PARENTS BUYING NEW HOUSE!
WEEHOO! AND THEY KNEW IT BEFORE I DID. HOW FUNNY.
BUT THEN AGAIN, SO FAR FROM TH WEST:(
I CAN'T MEET BEST, THEO AND TH REST AS FREQUENTLY ALR.
HOW SAD. PLUS I THINK WE WILL CHANGE CHURCH?
OH CRAPPP.

2009-07-17T09:00:00.000-07:00

EEEEE. E for Elephant trunks legs.
and after E, comes F.
F for Fuck.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK OFF.
FUCKED UP.
STOP BEING A MOFO AND MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS.
STOP SHUFFING YOUR FAT ASS IN HERE BECAUSE, THIS DOESN'T CONCERN YOU AT ALL. NOT AT ALL.
IF SHE HAS A PROBLEM, SHE CAN TALK T ME HERSELF.
UNLESS YOU TRYING T SAY SHE DOESN'T HAVE A MOUTH, OR THAT SHES MUTE, OR THAT SHE DOESN'T HAVE A MIND OF HER OWN TO SPEAK T ME.
EVEN HER GIRLFRIEND IS NOT GETTING HERSELF INVOLVED, AT LEAST NOT IN MY PRESENCE. WHAT GIVES YOU ANY RIGHT T DO SO?
PLEASE USE YOUR FUCKED UP BRAIN T THINK.
YOU ARE TH ONE WITHOUT A LIFE SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU'RE BEING A FUCKING BUSYBODY HERE.
GO CREATE A DRAMA FOR YOURSELF IF YOU REALLY NEED SOME EXCITEMENT.
ARE YOU SICK IN YOUR MIND OR ARE YOU PLAIN PERVERTIC.
YOU COME IN AGAIN, IM GOING T FUCK YOU UP.

2009-07-15T06:56:00.000-07:00

Everyone! I won't ever write her name here ever again.
I just regretted writing it here simply because,
SHE AND HER NAME, SO BLOODAY CHEEEAAP UH.
IT JUST MAKE MY BLOG LOOK AND SOUND SO CHEAP.
YUCKS.

PLUS, YOU CAN TELL IT T MY FACE, SUCKER.
GET SO MANY PEOPLE AND BEAT AROUND TH BUSH FOR WHAT.
YOU WROTE RIGHT, IN MY FACE RIGHT?
THEN DO IT.
YOU KNOW HOW STUPID AND CONTRADICTING YOU SOUND AND HOW FUCKED UP YOU ARE?
I THINK YOU DON'T NEED ME T SAY THAT, YOU SHOULD KNOW IT BETTER THAN ANYONE DOES.

"Ewwww.
You are such a bitch.
You make me wanna puke.
Dont tryna act so big,
When you're just so timid.

Yes you.
Just shut your mouth up.
Only know how t get your backup,
When you feel so fucked up.
Why dont you just standup,
And ownself, try to buckup,
Pity you, you're so messed up,
& i know someone gonna set you up.
I'll be there, def, t laugh it up. (:
Because,
Afterall, You are,
Always the one losing out."

thank you bob(:
♥ you, thank you thank you thank you.

2009-07-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

OH FOR GOODNESS SAKE,
YOU ARE SO DUMB. HAHAHA!
i can do it so much better than you.
she hate fakers? no i mean fakies?
she hate you?! oh manzx!
poor thing poop face
u think i rlly want to send it t ur bloody sister?
its just in th mailing list.
wtfuck?
are you trying t comfort yourself? yeap, stop feeling so insecure.
Amelyn, you are a big copycat and I know, you don't get any inspiration or have any creativity.
and all you think about is ways to get people's ideas.
but you know what, You can be th Copycat for all you want because,
Original, Th best.
You are always second.
and go on and tell everyone about this post, because it just reflects on how nasty and disgusting you are.

2009-07-13T05:52:00.000-07:00

There was/is(idk if its still here) a big fat black fly in my room,
similar t th one on "drag me to hell" show. seriously, it is such an irritant!
neways, had my eng orals today and it was F.I.N.E
yes, I have only that few vocab when it comes to work.
Choose: Fine or Ok.
So yes, I'm going t eat my hagen dazs later(:
Love it MUCHIE! Me LIKEY hagen-dazs-ie
SHIVERS! cos it's so disgusting, i mean th language. Obviously not my ice creamie!
so his week schedule is like packed and loaded with work and tution and tutorial.
Sweetheart, would you just kill me now?
so thats abt it.
yes and for those of you who weren't informed yet,
20fools udpated!
www.20fools.blogspot.com

2009-07-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

A SORRY NOTE TO MYSELF

Dearest and most awesoem Chloe (like duhhh),
Im so sorry and I feel very guilty that I've been such a glutton for th past few days.
Even in th morn, when I just woke up,
I would stuff myself with hagen dazs
In th afternoon, I stuffed myself with a huge bowl of porridge.
Plus potato and beef plus another giantic cup of h.d
And for dinner, I stuffed up on korean food at a korean restaurant that Rain would go to everyday if he was in Singapore, and thats th best part of all.
To add on to my gluttony, I had a mountain full of mango and almond ice shave.
And for all I did,
I'm really terribly sorry.
but nonetheless, I still love you.
yours sincerly, myself.

2009-07-10T06:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BOEY!
I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH!
YOU BETTER LIKE TH BALLOON
PLUS TH CARD
HAHAHA
♥ YOU!

went t sushi at downtown and we had chocolate fondue at fondu
hahahaha
yup, we ate and did nothing else but eat!
seriously, everyone was already so full that we can all puke but still, we insisted on th chocolate fruit fondue.
we cool or cool.
i tell yoooou, im eating a half a tub of cookies and cream from hagen daz because currently my house freezer is stocked up with 4 tubs of hagen daz.
and i can just feel th tension in m stomach.
i was just too greedy t take half a tub.
today is such a day full of guilt yet laughter for me.
i have a stomachahe now, but still im feeding myself with th ice cream.
such a torture eating hagen daz, now:(

WO AI NI HEN DUO HEN DUO,
BOEY XIAO WEI!!

just please stop hitting me. poor arm of mine.

20fools updated with bronze studs and roses!
♥

2009-07-08T03:38:00.000-07:00

20fools updated! Collection 10!
hot rings! bow hairband! cool necklaces!
In collection 9, pretty brooches and hairpins.
20fools.blogspot.com
(L)

2009-07-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

S.T.U.D.Y
sianzxzx, but still S.T.U.D.I.E.D.
thank you for teaching me!
love you for making me laugh and study!
"thank you uh"
♥
and uncle, cover your god damn mouth! please be more socially responsible!!
.asshole.

I DON'T WASH OTHER PEOPLE'S BRAIN.
I CAN'T HELP IT IF THEY AGREE WITH ME.
JUST BECAUSE THEY DON'T AGREE WITH YOU,
DOESN'T MEAN THEY CAN'T AGREE WITH ME.
OK BIYATCH?
YOU GOT A PROBLEM THERE, TELL IT T ME.
IF NOT, PLEASE BE MORE ETHICAL IN YOUR WORDS.

2009-07-05T00:58:00.000-07:00

EEEEEEEEE YUCKS, SHE COPIED LADY GAGA!:o!
FAKIE! YES EVERYBODY SCREAM: FAKE! FAKE! FAKE!
YEAP YEAP, MY HOBBY IS T GIVE HER HELL(:
I DRAW MY COLLAR BONE, YOU DRAW YOUR FACE.
TRYING T BE FUNNY UH.
NOT FUNNY U KNOW.
PHOTOCOPIER MUCH.
IM NOT ANGRY, JUST FIND THAT YOU'RE SUCH A POOR GIRL.
DID YOUR BRAIN POFFY UP INTO THIN AIR?
OH GOSH. I LOVE THIS SO MUCHIE MUCHIE!
REKCUF.FUCKER.REKCUF.FUCKER.REKCUF.FUCKER.REKCUF
LOVE YOU T DEATH.
I WILL ALWAYS KEEP AN EYE ON YOU, TRACK YOU DOWN
TILL YOU'RE CRUSHED.

2009-07-03T08:55:00.000-07:00

Th fonts of th previous post siao siao uh.
Knw why! cos my blog knows its about someone idiotic(:
just like th person, th fonts is as idiotic.
Anw, just came back from project work.
so tired. so going t bed now(:
AND RMB UH EVERYONE,
SHES PHOTOCOPYING ME.
yucks tucks fucks.

2009-07-03T04:02:00.000-07:00

SHE TRIES TOO HARD T BE A BLONDE!
CANNOT MAKE IT LAH.

I LOCK MY BLOG, SHE LOCK HERS.
SHE SAY OTHERS COPY AND PASTE HER IDEAS, CMON!
TH FACT IS SLAPPED RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE.
WHOS COPYING WHO?!
SINCE YOU LIKE T MAKE SUCH A BIG FUSS ABOUT EVERY SMALL LITTLE THING,
I'LL MAKE IT TOO!
SHES PHOTOCOPYING ME!

YOU, EEEEEEWWWW.

(: SHAME ON YOU POTTY FACE.
Do I care if I know you know im writing about you?
NOOOOPE.
Do I care what you write about me?
NOT AT ALL.
I CAN PLAY WITH YOU TOO.

2009-07-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

met bob when i was headg t sch.
no no, actually is I waited for bob!
trained t bedok and bob took bus 17 too! its not even bob's bus lah!
then, school had been like usual - shit
after sch, went t meet my girlfriend:D with aisah.
after that met bob again t train home.
and bob just insisted on walkg me home!!
I was strongly against that idea! but stubborn P.O.S! :D
so home sweet home.
eat, work , eat, lappy, slp.
ok lah! thank you bob! But! you! better! not! do! that! again!
I'll slap you ok.

yours sincerly,
chloe.

2009-06-29T01:25:00.000-07:00

Hey there! 20fools updated, Collection 8!
Click on! Thank You(:

ok, my day was...
one word: STUPID!
I'm moved from th lat row t th first row in class.
I wonder how long I can survive in th four walls of my class now.
my neighbours and my neighbourhood is filled with prefects, counsellors, and mouth-zipped classmates. and th nearest is glady's who is diagonally behind me.
but this is really really really NO GOOD!
my neck will ache even if I'm willing t keep turning.
aisah is a hundred miles away from me!
and afiqah, shes even further! a thousand miles away!
I Miss My Old Seat!!:(
I Miss My Buddy Even More!!:(
I Miss My Neighbours(aisah, faustine, nat, glady's, mona, atiqah) Too!:(
I thought I wont be put up THAT front when my name was called out(basically, only a handful got their seats changed, which I'm Included In! MISERABLY.)
BUT, she just pointed t th seat right in front!
And so, th gest of th story issss, Im So Isolated:(
1) I cant sing like I used to with Afiqah and sometimes Aisah too.
2) When I talk t my new partner, she will just ask me t keep quiet.
3) I seriously have no common topic with my direct neightbours.
4) If I talk or sing now, either I will get shhshed at or be ignored.
How Nice!
I'm Going T K.O By Th End Of Th Week.

today after school, I took th train myself and then(: I saw this cute boy:D
but it isnt actually me who spotted him first, he walked in front of me FIRST.
so yes, its him, not me. hahahaha!
so, in th train...we sat diagonally opp each other but in th different cabin. But still, had an adequate amount of space t look at each other. yes. i know right!! exciting.
but soon, there were many passengers who boarded th train, blocking th alr
limited space we had-.-
but still, he found a small tiny space btwn th gaps and guess what! I saw him looking in my direction!!:D but yup, annoyingly, my eyes turned away so ever quickly. so I pretended t look up for th directory. soon, even th gaps were blocked by then
but at outram park stn, th train was mostly cleared, allowing a big big space btwn us. i think its too big a space, I felt so exposed. hahaha.
and thennnn, he turned and Stare.At.Me. scary or what!
so I jsut looked at him and automically gave my 'what th hell u lookign at freak?' look.
idk why I did that too:( sooo, after that, it was about time I alighted. and there goes th train after me, with him still inside. tu tu tu tu tu doors closing and Pah! Bye Bye.

I Have 5 more years t look for a boyfriend know! Mainly because I want t get married at 21:D and I dont mind gettign tied down t a person for forever! why would I mind right?! I chose my partner what, sooo I wouldn't mind at all. Can't wait, so exciting!
exciting t walk down th wedding aisle with my gown:D
hahaha! and POP! goes my dream bubble. unless I can SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY find a good and rich and loving and devoted and sweet husband by then.
ok, time t work now. shall stop right here.
(L)!

2009-06-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

Happy Confirmation Lpp Lyd!(:
So Damn Tired. went flea yest, before that classes!
Schools starting in a few hours time?! big time spoiler.
not helping at all.
i will miss my late wake up time!:(
having a headache nowww, but i have insomia nowadays.
wtf manzxzxzxzx.
why is school starting?! theres H1N1 ok!
shucks!
i want t complain lah!!D:
anw, bob rest more ok! u are always falling sick lah!
if you fall sick again, im never ever gonna talk t u ever againnn.
hmm, quite hungry now. but yup. im going str8 up t bed.
and snuggle and muggle and fuggle with my sheets.
and i want my red hair back!:( now it has gone all smokey black. gr-rrrh.

Blanket, i will miss you dearly when i cant wake up beside you at 10plus 11 in th mornin, simply because im at school doing boring stuff.
and just how i would wish t really stuff myself in you. so warm and cuddly.

2009-06-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

DEAR SOULMATE,

I'm really sorry for th ugly drawing.
yupzx, ure favourite song title:D
since you don't take medications, so i won't add it in th list.
1. drink more water!!
2. rest more!!
3. sleep early!!
4.drink even more water!
5. rest even more!
6. sleep even more!
7. drink th whole singapore river.
8. rest and do not get up till you recover.
9. sleep and never wake up. (no, im kidding)

10. Get Well Soon!

im so glad, only you know who you are:D
i know, like so secret secret right, thats so funnn!

alright, till then.
im going to get foodie foooood now!

2009-06-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

You lift my feet off the ground,
you spin me around.
you make me crazier.
Feels like i'm falling and
i'm lost in your eyes.
you make me crazier.
♥

2009-06-16T09:13:00.000-07:00

MOVIE WITH LYD TODAY♥
GAVE HER HER PRESENT!♥
3 TUBS OF SOMETHING!!
CAUGHT HANNA MONTANA!
LUCAS TILL, DROP DEAD CUTE.♥
ATE SUBWAY BEFORE TH MOVIE.
AFTER MOVIE, WENT TO WALK AND SHE HAD YAMI YOGHURT.
I KNOW, BIG FAT PIG RIGHT,
IM KIDDING LYD!
TALKED AND TOOK PICTURES TILL HER CAMERA WENT FLAT AGAIN!
HOME AFTER THAT♥

LOVE OWNER OF LPP!:D
and lyd love th other owner of lpp too! thats me!:D

2009-06-15T08:05:00.000-07:00

I WANT SOME D.E.S.S.E.R.T.S
BECAUSE IM SO S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D
DESSERTS
STRESSED
spell backward(:

SERIOUSLY SO STRESSED.
JUST WANT TO FIND A CHANCE TO CRY.

2009-06-14T02:18:00.000-07:00

NOW, SHE WANTS WAR!

SO NOW SHE KNOWS HOW INFURIATING THAT CAN BE RIGHT
I GOT WHAT I WANT.

WITH BUCKETS FULL OF LOVE (:

BITCH.

20FOOLS UPDATED HOTTIES!
20fools.blogspot.com , thank you.

I WANT MARS!
I WANT BROWNIES!
I WANT CHOCOLATES!

♥

2009-06-13T02:27:00.000-07:00

JUST WAITING FOR YOU TO SWING BY, TO START TALKNG IS

PURE TORTURE.

TO TALK OR NOT TO TALK?:/
SO ANNOYINGGGG.
BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH.
SO WRONG.I KNOW
WHAT TO DO?
I DONT KNOW
WANTED TO SAY HI, BUT WHEN I OPENED TH CONVOR BOX, I CLOSED IT RIGHT BACK.
I THINK IM THINKING WAY TOO MUCH
BUT I THINK IM NOT TOO.WHY WOULD I GET BUTTERFLIES FOR NO REASONS?
IDIOTIC FEELINGS, JUST GETS IN TH WAY.
GRRRRH

2009-06-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY HEY! WENT OUT WITH LYD TODAY!:D
WATCHED DRAG ME TO HELL! SCREAMED LIKE A CHICKEN!
HEADED TO FORT CANNING PARK AND TOOK MANY MANY MANY PICTURES!
WALKED DOWN TO CLARKE QUAY UNKNOWINGLY AND TA DA! WE ENDED UP IN TH COOL SUPERMARKET AT CENTRAL. WE ARE PLANNING TO BUY TH WHOLE GROCERY STORE OVER, SOON! WHEN LYD HAS TH MONEY!:D
WENT TO FROLICK OPP MY HOUSE, AND HOME SWEET HOME.
I PACKED A TUB AND WE'RE SHARING IT NOW!:D
HAHAHA.
WE WALKED TH DOG AFTER DINNER.
LYD DOESNT EAT BEEF! HAHAHA.
UM, SO NOW IM BLOGGING IN FRONT OF HER, SO WEIRD.....
AND SHES TELLING ME WHAT TO WRITE.
AND YEAP, WE'RE HAVING A SLPOVER!:D YAY.
upload pictures another time, we took till th battery went FLAT.
super or what.

2009-06-11T08:12:00.000-07:00

th fingers for her,
th pic for a sneak peak fo rth upcoming collection!:D

today is a bad bad day.
i got fucking BUSTED by a seller from FASHRIOT.
we agreed on th time and place to meet up so i could collect my dress but in th end...
SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS STILL AT WORK.
I WAITED FOR 1/2 AN HOUR lah.
plus, i had tuition at 7!
so i waited and waited and thought she would be responsible enough to at least have th decency to call me or smth to tell me she will be late. but....nope. didnt receive any info till i called her myself. i was held back with dismay. and then, hahaha, i started feeling angry lah.
like its not fair right.
she still asked me to go down to orchard mrt to wait for her.
im not that fucking hard up for that piece of black cloth that i will waste my time and effort to go all th way down to look for her.
plus, IM TH ONE PAYING.
shes saying nah, i dont need that holy crap to survive.
she said no to money.
she: how about postage? its more convenient.
me: i came all th way down to collect and now ure telling me ure still at work!?
she: or do u want to meet me tmr or sat? i'll be very free beacuse im not working.
me: NO IM NOT FREE.
she: then, do u want postage? is it very urgent?
me: yes, its a present!(lying lah) IM NOT GOING TO PAY FOR TH POSTAGE THEN.
I CAME ALL TH WAY TO COLLECT AND I DONT THINK I SHOULD PAY FOR POSTAGE.
she: ok luh, i pay for th postage.
i msged her later after hanging up saying i wanted REGISTERED MAIL.
then she said ok eventually after much haggling-.-
i said i want th dress to reaech me by tues so that means to say she has to mail it to me by tmr. then i will transfer th money to her on mon.
she: huh, i cant mail it to you before i get i th payment.
but in my shoes, how can i trust a seller like this anymore?
first, busted me.
second, didnt even bother calling.
third, not sorry at all.
so in th end, i decided to call off this deal.

fucking hell, i really like th dress lah!:(
nvm, better ones will come my way.
whats not mine, will not be mine.
right?(:
kns.

2009-06-10T01:50:00.000-07:00

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY MUM MUM!
-her cake(:
-kfc with dad and mum, my treat. tishh(:
-leg waxing and pedi with mum(:
-tea and complimentary brownie with ice cream too(:
-cake surprise later for mum!!:D my treat too!!!
geee!

2009-06-08T22:10:00.000-07:00

yeah, im so tired of crying.

but i just dont know when to stop.

i cry when im filled with guilt.

i cry when im too angry.

i cry when i fight.

i cry when i dont get what i want in place.

i cry and i cry. who can hear it?

me myself and i.

2009-06-08T06:31:00.001-07:00

i dyed my hair folks! wanted purple luh! it stated deep burgandy.
but turned out...im a REDHEAD!

its 9ich in th night now and i wish you would just say hi.
i have a strong urge to want to talk to you now, but fuck:( i just cant.
i dont know what th hell is going through my mind.
i know this ISNT right. at all.
can u believe it, i fucking dreamt of you.
and it suck. big big time!
seriously, it was so uncalled for.
we were back to where we were, in my dreams.
i woke up feeling, indigant for myself.
but at th same time, i felt so right.
my heart gave out a glow that only lasted for a few seconds.
and then i snapped right out of it.
one side of me sont want it to stop fantasizing
btu on th other hand, i cant fantasize for th rest of my life.
i just gotta STOP.
I DONT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO!
I CANT EVEN CONFIDE IN ANYBODY!
THEY WOULDNT KNOW WHAT IM FEELING!
I DONT KNOW IT TOO:'(
AND NOW THAT URE FUCKING ONLINE, I JUST WISH U WOULD SAY HI!
i know its my fault.
for ignoring you.
but i know im doing th right thing!
but...uh, fuck.
now i want this, later i want that.
i dont know what i want.
no sorries tho.
fuck.
fucking confused.
can anyone understand this agony?
NO.
they simply dont understand what on earth am i blabbering about here at all.
right?
yes.
fuckkk:(

2009-06-03T00:54:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥

played, laughed
and well, i guess everything is more
under control.

♥♥♥

but still, you're still you.
i'm still me.

♥♥♥
♥♥
♥

2009-06-02T03:39:00.000-07:00

I WANT MY SKIN TO BE THAT FAIR, LIKE IN TH PICTURRRRE:D
GAHGAHGAH

"ANNOYING", SPECIALLY FOR YOU AISAH(:
WITH OVERLOADED BUCKETS OF LOVE(: FROM ME!
HAHAHA.

BINGO. LICK MY BOOTIE THEN, FOR ALL YOU WANT(:
THEY SAID I SHOULD BE HONOURED.
INDEED. SO BE IT.
WANNA MAKE ME ANGRY UH?
NAH AH AHH, NOT SO EASYYYY.
HAHAHA! THANK GOD FOR MY FRIENDS.
SHOW OFFFFF.
DISGUSTING TING TING.
I THINK URE A PERVERT LUH,
WHY HATE YOURSELF?
U SIAO UH, U WROTE A LONG HATE SPEECH FOR YOURSELF:o!
SHOCKING!!

YAH, IM SO FREE. TO WRITE ABOUT YOU.
ACTUALLY NOT LUH,
I JUST LOVE MAKING YOU HOPPING MAD AFTER READING THIS(:
HAHAHA, OK LAH, IM JUST TEMPORARY OUT OF MY MIND.
BAH LAH LAH LAH LAH.
TEEEEESH.DEEEESH.FEEEESH.

2009-05-31T00:51:00.000-07:00

URH HUH! 20FOOLS UPDATED!
COLLECTION 5!
QUIRKY AND VINTAGE EARRINGS AND RINGS IN STORES!
LIMITED! GRAB IT NOWWWW!
LOVE LOVE LOVE!

PSST!
20FOOLS IS PARTICIPATING IN TH FLEA AT
HOMECLUB.
20 UPP CIRCULAR RD@THE RIVERWALK(NEAR CLARKE QUAY)
7TH JUNE.
2-9 PM

DO BE THERE! MORE APPARELS WILL BE PUT UP THERE!

2009-05-27T01:59:00.000-07:00

I CRIED FOR A REASON YEST NIGHT,
BUT FOR ANOTHER REASON,
I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TH REASON WHY I CRIED WAS.
TODAY WAS AN EMOTIONAL DAY FOR ME IN SCHOOL.
I CRIED AND LAUGHED AND CRIED AND LAUGHED AGAIN.
IM.SO.SAD
WITH EVERY TICK I HEAR FROM TH CLOCK,
TH DAY OF TH DEPARTURE IS APPROACHING.
MR PRITCHARD ACTUALLY REMEMBERED TH ESSAY I WROTE IN SEC 3 AND HE SHOCKED ME AND TOUCHED ME TODAY WHEN HE SAID HE REMEMBERED IT.
A WAVE OF UNHAPPINESS JUST FLUSHED THROUGH ME WHEN HE SAID TO STAND UP TO GREET HIM FOR TH LAST ENGLISH LESSON.
I KNOW, EVERY ONE HAS BEEN AND STILL IS HOLDING BACK THEIR TEARS.
I HOPE I CAN BE STRONG ENOUGH TO TOO.

LOVE, CHLOE.

2009-05-26T03:52:00.000-07:00

MISTER PRITCHARD:D

IM GOING TO MISS HIM SO DEARLY.
HE WAS THERE AND STILL IS,
WITH LOVE AND ENCOURAGEMENT.
"YOU'RE A LOVELY GIRL"
HE LIKES TO COMPLIMENT EVERYONE THAT:D
SO CUTE RIGHT, I KNOW!
YAY! MUM LET ME SEND HIM OFF:D
GOOD THAT SHE ALLOWS,
BUT BAD THAT I ACTUALLY HAD TO DO THAT.
SO SAD.
TH ROCKY ROAD HE BROUGHT TO SCH WAS SO SWEET BUT GIRLS,
HE KNOWS GIRLS(:
I TRIED ALL THESE MONTHS, NOT TO GET ATTACHED AND CLOSE TO HIM.
BUT HE IS, AND WILL ALWAYS BE I KNOW, SO ALLURING.
HE IS ONE GOOD MAN.
ONE BIG BIG LOVELY MAN!
ONE SUPER MAN
AND GETTING TO KNOW HIM WAS ONE OF MY LIFE'S BIGGEST EXPERIENCE.
HE IS SO AWESOME.
PLAIN LETTERS CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW HIGHLY I THINK OF HIM.
WHO'D WANT HIM TO GO?
BUT LIKE TH WIND, HE MUST GO.
STABBED IN TH HEART WHEN I KNEW THAT TH DAYS WITH HIM ARE NUMBERED.
THEY APPROACH ME FASTER THAN TH MENACING WOLF.
TH INIQUITOUS BREEZE.
I AM SADDEN THAT SOON, MY LIFE WILL BE MISSING THIS GREAT OLD MAN.

"HE SAID TO US ALL, I LOVE YOU Y'ALL.
WE LOVE YOU TOO."

:'( WHEN YOU'RE GOING.
WILL MY TEARS SHATTER AND MY EYELIDS WILL BE FILLED UP
WITH SALTY, HEAVY WATER DROPLETS,
SOMETHING CALLED TEARS.
I'LL NOT HOLD BACK,
BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO FORCE IT BACK,
TH GRIEVE I FEEL WILL POUR RIGHT THROUGH ME.
FLOODING MY EYES, AND SLIDING ON TH SKIN OF MY CHEEKS.
BRUSHING LIGHTLY TO SWEEP IT OFF,
TH NEW DROP DRIPS.
I'LL MISS YOU MR PRITCHARD.
THIS I SAY TO TH ONE WHO MADE AN IMPACT IN MY LIFE.
TH GOOD OLD MAN WHOM IN MY EYES,
IS TH ABSOLUTE FATHER, TEACHER AND FRIEND .
I SALUTE YOU, I RESPECT YOU, I LOVE YOU AND I'LL MISS YOU.

CHLOE

2009-05-25T04:10:00.000-07:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

TH FINGERS.FOR YOU(:

I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DRIVING AT.
TO DEEPEN TH WEDGE BETWEEN US.
BUT U KNOW WHAT.
I DONT FUCKING CARE(:
YOU BURNT TH BRIDGE, NOW DON'T CROSS IT.
WATCH YOUR ACTIONS,
ITS SCREAMING LOUD AND CLEAR.
BUT MINE, WILL COME OUT WORST.

AISAH.APE BEHAVIOUR:D
AFIQAH,JOELLE,AISAH AND I. LAUGHED
WE.HAPPY
SCHOOL.BORING
FRIENDS.I LOVE
PAPER SLIP.RELIEF

I.KNOW
YOU.SUCK
I.KNOW
YOU.IMMATURE
WE.KNOW
YOU.NOT OUR TYPE

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

oh psst. THANK YOU AFIQAH TOO FOR YOUR POST ON SUN:D
HAHA. LOVE YOU.

2009-05-21T23:32:00.000-07:00

WHEN IM BORED, I JUST DO IDIOTIC STUFF LIKE EATING A TEALIGHT CANDLE. HUMOR MEEEEEEEE!

THANK YOU AISAH! and your blog post about th continuous laugh was really funny! i can just tumble down laughing about it! haha! and sorry yy, i cant pass you th dress today.

And so, I HAVE LOST MY VOICE! I HATE IT LAHHH. WLAO EH-.- SO I DIDNT GO TO SCH AND IM SITTING AT HOME, FACING TH COMPUTER, IDLING AND DOING GOING TO CRAPPY WEBSITE, HAVING NOTHING ON MY HEAD EXCEPT TH PAIN IN MY THROAT, TH OBNOXIOUS PHLEGM IN MY THROAT WHICH IS TRYING TO KILL ME AND MY VOICE AND IM ALSO TEXTING TH ALL AWESOM-EST LYD WHO IS KEEPING ME COMPANY SIMPLY BECAUSE IM TERRIBLY BORED. MY MUM WENT TO SETTLE HDB THING WITH MY DAD AND IM ALONE AT HOME WITH MY MAID AND TH 2 DOGS WHO CAN'T TALK TO ME. ANW, I LOST MY VOICE, I SHOULDN'T BE TALKING, BUT IM REALLY REALLY REALLY BORED. I HATE IT WHEN I GOT TH CHANCE TO SKIP SCHOOL BUT I HAVE REALLY NOTHING TO DO BECAUSE I FINISHED MY TUITION HOMEWORK GIVEN TO ME YESTERDAY AND I COMPLETED CLARE-bear'S PRESENT AND NOW IM JUST WRITING SHITZX AND ACTUALLY IM RUNNING OUT OF WORDS TO TYPE IN HERE. BUT IM REALLY SO FUCKING BORED THAT I HAVE TO DO SMTH. I WANT FROLICK! BUT ITS OPPOSITE MY HOUSE WHICH IS PROBABLY A THOUSAND MILES AWAY AND UNDER THIS HOT BURNING SUN, I WILL EITHER MELT OR JUST GET A HEAT STROKE. BY TH TIME I WALK TO FROLICK AND BACK HOME, MY YOGHURT IS JUST GOOD FOR DRINKING. BUT IM NOT EXACTLY HUNGRY BUT IM JUST ITCHING FOR SOMETHING COLD AND ICY TO SLURP. OMG! SLURPY! BUT 7/11 IS EVEN FURTHER THAN FROLICK AND IM COUGHING RIGHT, SHOULDNT BE DRINKING IT AT ALL. SO STAY FAR. I WONDER WHAT TIME WILL MUM BE HOME BECAUSE I WANT TO DO SMTH AYE. IM JUST DYING OF COUGHING OR BOREDOM OR LACK OF OXYGEN ALL THANKS TO MY BLOCKED/RUNNY NOSE WHICH IS GIVING ME A HELL LOAD OF A PROB. ITS AFFECTING MY VOICE REAL BAD, MY MUM EVEN SAID I SOUND LIKE A TRANSVESTITE. SO MUCH FOR BEING A MUM. EVERYBODY JUST LAUGH AT MY STUPID, EMBARRASSING VOICE. UMPPH, OK, I WONT SAY NO MORE. D':!!!

2009-05-21T01:57:00.000-07:00

TELL ME WHY WHY WHY? D:!!! Kris won luh! tho i've only watched american idol for only a few episodes but i think ADAM should win luh! kns. hes so hot! like free-ker-ring-ling hot. HOW CAN HE BE A GAY!? :( anyhow only!
Anw today AISAH, AFIQAH AND I WERE LAUGHING TILL OUR TUMMYACHED BECAUSE OF RETARD-NESS!!

1) AISAH ATRTED IMITATING ACTIONS OF THEIR LAUGHTER.
2) I BEGAN INTERPRETING OTHER TYPES OF ACTIONS.
3) WE TALKED ABOUT WAYS OF FARTING! OOO, pungent!
4) I LOVE THEM!

2009-05-19T02:32:00.000-07:00

Kayzxz, Collection 4 is out.
So, GO GO GO! 20fools.blogspot.com

and TAKE MY FACEBOOK QUIZ! cos nobody can get 100%:D
go facebooka nd find me, chloechoo(: yay! u rock rock rock.

and im SICK!
blocked nose and sore throat.
i want to:
dig my throat out.
chop my nose off.
RECOVER!

2009-05-06T22:44:00.000-07:00

I'M NOT GONNA WASTE THESE WORDS, ABOUT A GIRL.

2009-04-28T02:42:00.000-07:00

blogging with theos phone now. So cooooool.hahaha. im freezing cold in statbucks now, and that stupid cashier made me buy th big big gianormous cup of frap. anw, mummy cooked swedish meatballs with spaghetti(: yummy yum yum. so yah luh, suppose to be studying now. Haha. Kayzxzx, love you reader.

2009-04-26T05:23:00.000-07:00

so many mosquito bites:( shitzxzx man. not funny sia. anyway, my pictures:D i know fat lah fat lah, but wtv. im going on a diet alr!!! i seem so self obsessed, but IM NOT ok! i rarely take pictures on my own. haha. njows an exception:D fizzy, bizzy, dizzy me!

2009-04-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

saw this damn charming guy on th train. but i think i too young uh. so sadD:
anw, we decided that every friday is picnic day(:
and stop faking and exaggerating your stories pls. getting on my nerves, thats why i wouldnt comment just lately.

and hey hey you you! get th facts right before you say anything because do you even know who im writing about? dk right, dk then dont get so defensivce and attack-y -.- for what. crazy fool.

2009-04-23T04:04:00.000-07:00

SSPPPPPPEEEEEEECCCCCHHHLLLLEEEEEEESSSSSSSS.
SPEECHLESS. UTTERLY DISGUSTED BY YOU.
YOU.MAKE.MY.HAIR.STAND.LIKE.IT.JUST.GOT.ELECTRICUTED.
AND.YOU.ARE.JUST.SO.FUCKING.ROARRR!
I HAVE NO WORDS FOR YOU. JUST PLAIN IDIOTIC.

Pretty as you are
But behind this face, Terror as you seem to me.
They may not know, but I do.
Plastic and Scheming,
Barbie, Plastic and innocent.
Theres a huge difference girlie frock.
No pretences, No faking.
Just Fuck Off.

2009-04-20T07:15:00.000-07:00

3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS FOR SAC CHOIR!
Bringing Glory With Th First Ever,
GOLD WITH HONOURS!
Blink Blink Female Dogs.
love love.

LETS ALL STUFF UP WITH CHOCOLATES!!
AND SPICY HOT CHILLI!!
AND FRIED JUNK!!
AND SOUR LEMON!!
AND SWEET SWEET CANDIES!!
TICKLE MY TASTE BUTS!!

CAUSE WE ARE SO HARDCORE.

2009-04-18T09:11:00.000-07:00

Collection 2 now on!
Thank You Hawtties For Your Support!
Love You Alittle More.

Ok, so had nafa yest and am aching all over now. cant even bend properly.
gosh!:( 2.4km run is on tues, and then BnJs after that:D

2009-04-16T05:21:00.000-07:00

SHOW SOME LOVE, YOU SEXY BITCH.
LOVE YOU PRETTY MUCH.
www.20fools.blogspot.com

2009-04-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

I got nothing to write nowadays, like retarded sia th blog. blog also fight, dont blog also fight-.- fuck sia. ok lah, anyway whatever. my weeks been good, maybe gooing to close this blog down lor. redundant only. when my life gets more interesting then will write more luh, maybe. so till here fartsos.

Think Sleep

2009-04-04T00:22:00.000-07:00

slept with mum yest night cause i fell asleep after watching tv in her room adn dad had slept on zacs bed(: for a night only. anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY POPO!! her bithday was on thurs tho. i dont think she will read it anw. brought her to have crab bee hoon at raffles place yest night for dinner:D my treat lor, but only for her and pop. kayzxz im still so tired:( now despite waking up at only 1.40. but before that at around 9 plus, i woke up and to watch tv again and then fell asleep again. im getting so lazy to do anything recently. hmm:/

Let Th Neon Lights Shine For Th Jam In Town.

choo

2009-04-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

I'D NEVER WANTED OTHERS TO THINK THAT I WAS IN IT. CMON-.-
NOT EVEN IF YOU OFFERED.

2009-04-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

MONSTER

kayzxz, so laughters and desserts with aisah, afiqah, faustine, sonya and joelle. tmrs desserts again:D love it. its fucking sinful tho. hate that part. Hahaha. camps over, school timetable again!:( Im so hungry now, like starvinggg! I WANT DINNER NOW!!!:(

I See Light Just So Suddenly, But I Likey It.

asher

2009-03-29T07:37:00.000-07:00

Speechless.

At Your Inability To Seperate Right And Wrong.
To Put My Faith In You,
Gotta Be Nuts.

-Smallest F Thing-

phoebe