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ok, my day was...
one word: STUPID!
I'm moved from th lat row t th first row in class.
I wonder how long I can survive in th four walls of my class now.
my neighbours and my neighbourhood is filled with prefects, counsellors, and mouth-zipped classmates. and th nearest is glady's who is diagonally behind me.
but this is really really really NO GOOD!
my neck will ache even if I'm willing t keep turning.
aisah is a hundred miles away from me!
and afiqah, shes even further! a thousand miles away!
I Miss My Old Seat!!:(
I Miss My Buddy Even More!!:(
I Miss My Neighbours(aisah, faustine, nat, glady's, mona, atiqah) Too!:(
I thought I wont be put up THAT front when my name was called out(basically, only a handful got their seats changed, which I'm Included In! MISERABLY.)
BUT, she just pointed t th seat right in front!
And so, th gest of th story issss, Im So Isolated:(
1) I cant sing like I used to with Afiqah and sometimes Aisah too.
2) When I talk t my new partner, she will just ask me t keep quiet.
3) I seriously have no common topic with my direct neightbours.
4) If I talk or sing now, either I will get shhshed at or be ignored.
How Nice!
I'm Going T K.O By Th End Of Th Week.

today after school, I took th train myself and then(: I saw this cute boy:D
but it isnt actually me who spotted him first, he walked in front of me FIRST.
so yes, its him, not me. hahahaha!
so, in th train...we sat diagonally opp each other but in th different cabin. But still, had an adequate amount of space t look at each other. yes. i know right!! exciting.
but soon, there were many passengers who boarded th train, blocking th alr
limited space we had-.-
but still, he found a small tiny space btwn th gaps and guess what! I saw him looking in my direction!!:D but yup, annoyingly, my eyes turned away so ever quickly. so I pretended t look up for th directory. soon, even th gaps were blocked by then
but at outram park stn, th train was mostly cleared, allowing a big big space btwn us. i think its too big a space, I felt so exposed. hahaha.
and thennnn, he turned and Stare.At.Me. scary or what!
so I jsut looked at him and automically gave my 'what th hell u lookign at freak?' look.
idk why I did that too:( sooo, after that, it was about time I alighted. and there goes th train after me, with him still inside. tu tu tu tu tu doors closing and Pah! Bye Bye.

I Have 5 more years t look for a boyfriend know! Mainly because I want t get married at 21:D and I dont mind gettign tied down t a person for forever! why would I mind right?! I chose my partner what, sooo I wouldn't mind at all. Can't wait, so exciting!
exciting t walk down th wedding aisle with my gown:D
hahaha! and POP! goes my dream bubble. unless I can SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY find a good and rich and loving and devoted and sweet husband by then.
ok, time t work now. shall stop right here.
(L)!

Happy Confirmation Lpp Lyd!(:
So Damn Tired. went flea yest, before that classes!
Schools starting in a few hours time?! big time spoiler.
not helping at all.
i will miss my late wake up time!:(
having a headache nowww, but i have insomia nowadays.
wtf manzxzxzxzx.
why is school starting?! theres H1N1 ok!
shucks!
i want t complain lah!!D:
anw, bob rest more ok! u are always falling sick lah!
if you fall sick again, im never ever gonna talk t u ever againnn.
hmm, quite hungry now. but yup. im going str8 up t bed.
and snuggle and muggle and fuggle with my sheets.
and i want my red hair back!:( now it has gone all smokey black. gr-rrrh.

Blanket, i will miss you dearly when i cant wake up beside you at 10plus 11 in th mornin, simply because im at school doing boring stuff.
and just how i would wish t really stuff myself in you. so warm and cuddly.

DEAR SOULMATE,

I'm really sorry for th ugly drawing.
yupzx, ure favourite song title:D
since you don't take medications, so i won't add it in th list.
1. drink more water!!
2. rest more!!
3. sleep early!!
4.drink even more water!
5. rest even more!
6. sleep even more!
7. drink th whole singapore river.
8. rest and do not get up till you recover.
9. sleep and never wake up. (no, im kidding)

10. Get Well Soon!

im so glad, only you know who you are:D
i know, like so secret secret right, thats so funnn!

alright, till then.
im going to get foodie foooood now!

You lift my feet off the ground,
you spin me around.
you make me crazier.
Feels like i'm falling and
i'm lost in your eyes.
you make me crazier.
♥

MOVIE WITH LYD TODAY♥
GAVE HER HER PRESENT!♥
3 TUBS OF SOMETHING!!
CAUGHT HANNA MONTANA!
LUCAS TILL, DROP DEAD CUTE.♥
ATE SUBWAY BEFORE TH MOVIE.
AFTER MOVIE, WENT TO WALK AND SHE HAD YAMI YOGHURT.
I KNOW, BIG FAT PIG RIGHT,
IM KIDDING LYD!
TALKED AND TOOK PICTURES TILL HER CAMERA WENT FLAT AGAIN!
HOME AFTER THAT♥

LOVE OWNER OF LPP!:D
and lyd love th other owner of lpp too! thats me!:D

I WANT SOME D.E.S.S.E.R.T.S
BECAUSE IM SO S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D
DESSERTS
STRESSED
spell backward(:

SERIOUSLY SO STRESSED.
JUST WANT TO FIND A CHANCE TO CRY.

NOW, SHE WANTS WAR!

SO NOW SHE KNOWS HOW INFURIATING THAT CAN BE RIGHT
I GOT WHAT I WANT.

WITH BUCKETS FULL OF LOVE (:

BITCH.

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I WANT MARS!
I WANT BROWNIES!
I WANT CHOCOLATES!

♥

JUST WAITING FOR YOU TO SWING BY, TO START TALKNG IS

PURE TORTURE.

TO TALK OR NOT TO TALK?:/
SO ANNOYINGGGG.
BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH.
SO WRONG.I KNOW
WHAT TO DO?
I DONT KNOW
WANTED TO SAY HI, BUT WHEN I OPENED TH CONVOR BOX, I CLOSED IT RIGHT BACK.
I THINK IM THINKING WAY TOO MUCH
BUT I THINK IM NOT TOO.WHY WOULD I GET BUTTERFLIES FOR NO REASONS?
IDIOTIC FEELINGS, JUST GETS IN TH WAY.
GRRRRH

HEY HEY HEY! WENT OUT WITH LYD TODAY!:D
WATCHED DRAG ME TO HELL! SCREAMED LIKE A CHICKEN!
HEADED TO FORT CANNING PARK AND TOOK MANY MANY MANY PICTURES!
WALKED DOWN TO CLARKE QUAY UNKNOWINGLY AND TA DA! WE ENDED UP IN TH COOL SUPERMARKET AT CENTRAL. WE ARE PLANNING TO BUY TH WHOLE GROCERY STORE OVER, SOON! WHEN LYD HAS TH MONEY!:D
WENT TO FROLICK OPP MY HOUSE, AND HOME SWEET HOME.
I PACKED A TUB AND WE'RE SHARING IT NOW!:D
HAHAHA.
WE WALKED TH DOG AFTER DINNER.
LYD DOESNT EAT BEEF! HAHAHA.
UM, SO NOW IM BLOGGING IN FRONT OF HER, SO WEIRD.....
AND SHES TELLING ME WHAT TO WRITE.
AND YEAP, WE'RE HAVING A SLPOVER!:D YAY.
upload pictures another time, we took till th battery went FLAT.
super or what.

th fingers for her,
th pic for a sneak peak fo rth upcoming collection!:D

today is a bad bad day.
i got fucking BUSTED by a seller from FASHRIOT.
we agreed on th time and place to meet up so i could collect my dress but in th end...
SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS STILL AT WORK.
I WAITED FOR 1/2 AN HOUR lah.
plus, i had tuition at 7!
so i waited and waited and thought she would be responsible enough to at least have th decency to call me or smth to tell me she will be late. but....nope. didnt receive any info till i called her myself. i was held back with dismay. and then, hahaha, i started feeling angry lah.
like its not fair right.
she still asked me to go down to orchard mrt to wait for her.
im not that fucking hard up for that piece of black cloth that i will waste my time and effort to go all th way down to look for her.
plus, IM TH ONE PAYING.
shes saying nah, i dont need that holy crap to survive.
she said no to money.
she: how about postage? its more convenient.
me: i came all th way down to collect and now ure telling me ure still at work!?
she: or do u want to meet me tmr or sat? i'll be very free beacuse im not working.
me: NO IM NOT FREE.
she: then, do u want postage? is it very urgent?
me: yes, its a present!(lying lah) IM NOT GOING TO PAY FOR TH POSTAGE THEN.
I CAME ALL TH WAY TO COLLECT AND I DONT THINK I SHOULD PAY FOR POSTAGE.
she: ok luh, i pay for th postage.
i msged her later after hanging up saying i wanted REGISTERED MAIL.
then she said ok eventually after much haggling-.-
i said i want th dress to reaech me by tues so that means to say she has to mail it to me by tmr. then i will transfer th money to her on mon.
she: huh, i cant mail it to you before i get i th payment.
but in my shoes, how can i trust a seller like this anymore?
first, busted me.
second, didnt even bother calling.
third, not sorry at all.
so in th end, i decided to call off this deal.

fucking hell, i really like th dress lah!:(
nvm, better ones will come my way.
whats not mine, will not be mine.
right?(:
kns.

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY MUM MUM!
-her cake(:
-kfc with dad and mum, my treat. tishh(:
-leg waxing and pedi with mum(:
-tea and complimentary brownie with ice cream too(:
-cake surprise later for mum!!:D my treat too!!!
geee!

yeah, im so tired of crying.

but i just dont know when to stop.

i cry when im filled with guilt.

i cry when im too angry.

i cry when i fight.

i cry when i dont get what i want in place.

i cry and i cry. who can hear it?

me myself and i.

i dyed my hair folks! wanted purple luh! it stated deep burgandy.
but turned out...im a REDHEAD!

its 9ich in th night now and i wish you would just say hi.
i have a strong urge to want to talk to you now, but fuck:( i just cant.
i dont know what th hell is going through my mind.
i know this ISNT right. at all.
can u believe it, i fucking dreamt of you.
and it suck. big big time!
seriously, it was so uncalled for.
we were back to where we were, in my dreams.
i woke up feeling, indigant for myself.
but at th same time, i felt so right.
my heart gave out a glow that only lasted for a few seconds.
and then i snapped right out of it.
one side of me sont want it to stop fantasizing
btu on th other hand, i cant fantasize for th rest of my life.
i just gotta STOP.
I DONT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO!
I CANT EVEN CONFIDE IN ANYBODY!
THEY WOULDNT KNOW WHAT IM FEELING!
I DONT KNOW IT TOO:'(
AND NOW THAT URE FUCKING ONLINE, I JUST WISH U WOULD SAY HI!
i know its my fault.
for ignoring you.
but i know im doing th right thing!
but...uh, fuck.
now i want this, later i want that.
i dont know what i want.
no sorries tho.
fuck.
fucking confused.
can anyone understand this agony?
NO.
they simply dont understand what on earth am i blabbering about here at all.
right?
yes.
fuckkk:(

♥♥♥

played, laughed
and well, i guess everything is more
under control.

♥♥♥

but still, you're still you.
i'm still me.

♥♥♥
♥♥
♥

I WANT MY SKIN TO BE THAT FAIR, LIKE IN TH PICTURRRRE:D
GAHGAHGAH

"ANNOYING", SPECIALLY FOR YOU AISAH(:
WITH OVERLOADED BUCKETS OF LOVE(: FROM ME!
HAHAHA.

BINGO. LICK MY BOOTIE THEN, FOR ALL YOU WANT(:
THEY SAID I SHOULD BE HONOURED.
INDEED. SO BE IT.
WANNA MAKE ME ANGRY UH?
NAH AH AHH, NOT SO EASYYYY.
HAHAHA! THANK GOD FOR MY FRIENDS.
SHOW OFFFFF.
DISGUSTING TING TING.
I THINK URE A PERVERT LUH,
WHY HATE YOURSELF?
U SIAO UH, U WROTE A LONG HATE SPEECH FOR YOURSELF:o!
SHOCKING!!

YAH, IM SO FREE. TO WRITE ABOUT YOU.
ACTUALLY NOT LUH,
I JUST LOVE MAKING YOU HOPPING MAD AFTER READING THIS(:
HAHAHA, OK LAH, IM JUST TEMPORARY OUT OF MY MIND.
BAH LAH LAH LAH LAH.
TEEEEESH.DEEEESH.FEEEESH.