i dyed my hair folks! wanted purple luh! it stated deep burgandy.
but turned out...im a REDHEAD!

its 9ich in th night now and i wish you would just say hi.
i have a strong urge to want to talk to you now, but fuck:( i just cant.
i dont know what th hell is going through my mind.
i know this ISNT right. at all.
can u believe it, i fucking dreamt of you.
and it suck. big big time!
seriously, it was so uncalled for.
we were back to where we were, in my dreams.
i woke up feeling, indigant for myself.
but at th same time, i felt so right.
my heart gave out a glow that only lasted for a few seconds.
and then i snapped right out of it.
one side of me sont want it to stop fantasizing
btu on th other hand, i cant fantasize for th rest of my life.
i just gotta STOP.
I DONT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO!
I CANT EVEN CONFIDE IN ANYBODY!
THEY WOULDNT KNOW WHAT IM FEELING!
I DONT KNOW IT TOO:'(
AND NOW THAT URE FUCKING ONLINE, I JUST WISH U WOULD SAY HI!
i know its my fault.
for ignoring you.
but i know im doing th right thing!
but...uh, fuck.
now i want this, later i want that.
i dont know what i want.
no sorries tho.
fuck.
fucking confused.
can anyone understand this agony?
NO.
they simply dont understand what on earth am i blabbering about here at all.
right?
yes.
fuckkk:(